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[Feb. 13th, 2006|03:01 am] |
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| | I think I'm turning Emonese I think I'm turning Emonese I re | ] |
Maybe coz I've been making fun of emo kids, now I'm either cursed or slowly becoming one of them, I think depressing to begin with, and for the past week, when I walk home alone and think about it, I feel like vomiting.
On my way walking back, I saw someone I know 2:30 in the morning, the odds of that... I know alot of people, too many people, but I am friends with no one, I just... know them.
So why am I not close with anyone? The 1st emo conclusion was coz people don't care for me as much, then I started to think, most of it could be myself. Maybe I have formed a protective layer, I choose not to get cloes to people or let people get close to me unconsciencely and then I blame other factors like time, schdule, interest, etc.
I have moved around too many times in my life, I havn't stayed in one area with the same friends for more than 4 years anywhere. I'm afarid of losing friends again if I'm close to them, some say you never really "lose" a friend, but when you're physically away from other people, and thier experience and interest can no longer be related, the relationships changes.
I feel really bad for not keeping in contact with my 2 best friends back in HK ever since I came over, they were like a family to me, they are the only people I know that no matter when I go back, we could still be friends, but so much I have missed in the past 5-6 years, the only thing I can do is try harder now, Sau, Jeff, you 2 are always my bro.
March 5th my High school friends are getting a get together, I'm gonna go meet up with them. However someone said it was Spring Break, I guess I'll just be in B burg for the rest of it alone like always. When a feeling comes so often, it eventually gets numb...
Thankyou Pei alot for talkign to me and keeping me company to keep me sane, sometimes I think she is the only friend I have at Tech. |
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| reupdate =.=; |
[Feb. 13th, 2006|02:58 am] |
well, school had been busy, as u can see from my schdule below
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so yeah, according to my schduel, i'm a real busy man, and i've also relized from a few days ago, that i never get to eat with anyone anymore besides t/h lunch w/ sindi from my class. everyday else i'm either eating alone and/or microwaving food/fast food. It is really depressing... Even though I like to be by myself sometimes, I consider myself a social person, and I need other people to keep me alive/sane. =\, anyway, enough rant.
P.S. Febuaray sux... u guys enjoy my share of it... |
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| Friends Only |
[Mar. 28th, 2005|11:37 pm] |
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From Now On, This Journal will be Friends Only...
Comment here and I'd prob add you, ;) , but don't whine if you dun make it. |
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| Dream |
[Mar. 15th, 2005|10:16 am] |
Another weird dream, bear with me plz:
Charaters:
Me, My 7th Uncle, a baby, my sister, my mother, a russian guy, and Erin.
In my dream I woke up and it was 1 something in the afternoon, I realized that I have missed class, of course I was unhappy becoz I even did the reading and the homework for the class... I woke up again in RL and it was only 8 am... so I went back to bed...
Everyone was down in the barn where I used to row in highschool, We were driving back and my 7th uncle that was holding the baby didn't get on, the russian driver would tease him, slow down and speed up when he catches up, on the long long road my uncles fell and drop the baby in a puddle of water, so we stopped and everyone got in the van, I was in the driver seat while my sister wanted to drive, but she couldn't see if she stepped on the pedal, so I had to steel, however all my sister did was floor it, and it went crazy, so Erin came in and stepped on the break slowly while I was steering, and somehow after the woods we ended up in downtown B.burg, I was still steering while Erin was trying to break it, I managed to drive a few miles b4 we almost crashed, and I woke up... |
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| HWD |
[Mar. 14th, 2005|01:36 am] |
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Happy White Valentines day, at least... i dun hve to wry about today? ha.... ekk..... :( ... this blows... |
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| short update |
[Mar. 12th, 2005|10:12 pm] |
This is just a short update that i am now able to get online once again, i was away for awhile... and it will prob take me a few days to catch up with all your lives and entries and such. :)
hope eveyone is doing well. |
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[Mar. 5th, 2005|03:48 pm] |
As my most boring spring break i ever had in my life begins... along witha bad grades coz everything the crammed up just before spring break...
I'm here listening to trance, all my friends just left the building... and it is dead in here... so now i've decided, if ever have children, they will be named trance, yep, Trance Lee. boy or girl, doesn't matter... |
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[Feb. 13th, 2005|12:37 am] |
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Well, i decided to update since no one else is updating, prob all too busy ...
Didn't do anything that i used to do for CNY besides a dinner at Canton...
What else? errr... nth that i can think of right now, just... stupidness |
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| WOoo ~ |
[Feb. 3rd, 2005|12:21 am] |
 | You scored as Shikamaru. You’re Shikamaru, the lazy genius.
You often wonder how can life be so troublesome – you like to take it easy. You’re one of the laziest people around, and it’s really hard to believe you’re a genius with a high IQ and logic that never fails... That’s one big surprise when you show them what you can do!
Shikamaru | | 88% | Genma | | 69% | Naruto | | 69% | Iruka | | 69% | Neji | | 56% | Hinata | | 56% | Kakashi | | 56% | Rock Lee | | 50% | TenTen | | 50% | Sasuke | | 44% | </td>
Which Naruto ninja are you most like?
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[Jan. 23rd, 2005|06:08 pm] |
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So it's Feb already, the shortest month of the year, and OMG, do i hate this month or what... fucking a, what could suck more in life right now? |
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[Jan. 12th, 2005|07:31 pm] |
Well, short update, I only have a few days left, and i'm leaving here on the 17th, arriving Ronoake at 17th, but i still havn't found a ride yet, anyone got plans? (except for u, u go have fun)
I lost my HK ID earlier, and i thoght i coudln't leave HK, but i was able to recover it, thx god, but i still might not be able to come back in the states. I also need to buy stuff b4 i leave, so far i have tons of things i need to buy, including 50 DVDs and 100 CD-R, emm.. anytthing i forgot?
I'm enoying the remainding few days w/ my friends in HK, coz i know i wun be seeing them for a long time. I feel so empty now, i want to stay here, but at the same time i want to go back to tech, so confused... but it's better for me NOT to think about it, coz there's nth i can do anyway. Blah~ peace... |
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[Jan. 7th, 2005|11:45 pm] |
My legs still havn't recovered from the hike, they are still soreeee.....
Then I went to the Australia embassy, they say it'll take 10 busness day to get that done, so I can't do it here, and now that I might need a passport that doesn't expire in 6 months, there's a chance of me not able to get on the plane. So I might not even be able to come back... T_T |
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[Jan. 6th, 2005|12:48 pm] |
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I just got back from a hike, it was about a 6 hour hike. We started from 12 - 8 am, we got to the top of Lantau Island ( the one w/ the big buddha) around 5, becoz it was winter, the sun didn't come out till 6:30, so we were just sittng ducks eating shit cold wind for bout an hour. But Oh MY, IT was beatiful, i will post some pics up when i get back to the states w/ better interenet connection. (but someone will have to remind me) My legs are so sore from no exercise in the past few months. I'm going to bed now, i'm so freaking tired... |
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[Jan. 5th, 2005|12:35 am] |
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Wow, today was great, didn't do jack shit till 5.
First i went out and played Ghost Squad, 6 bucks per game, kinda expensive, but i made 3 lvl ups, got a new gun and a new outfit, jeeze, finally.
Then i went out to dinner w/ my sister, Bo Bo, and Joyce, we were in line for 3 resturants, then we decieded to go and eat Shang Hai food, and later for dessert, havn't spend my time w/ Joyce that long for a long time, like a year, and def longer w/ Bo Bo.
Then my Bro Sau came w/ my HS friends, they went for dessert and my Sis and I just tagged along, we chatted for an hour just bout ol times, oh, gd ol days.
I havn't had so much fun since i came back to HK, today is def my best day. |
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[Jan. 3rd, 2005|11:12 pm] |
Today i went and watched this movie 5 X 2, it was in French w/ English subtitile, it didn't really amaze me or whatever, just that, it was a simple luv story. Nth special...
6/10 |
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[Dec. 31st, 2004|07:10 pm] |
Everyone !!!
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[Dec. 31st, 2004|12:31 am] |
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I'm back from mainland china, and no, i'm still alive, the tusnami did not hit HK, but 10k ppl dead now, and the no is still rising... donate and save these people, it's the least we can do from far away~ |
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[Dec. 14th, 2004|02:22 pm] |
spent at least 15 hours in the armory, and porbably a few more hours outside of it working on the final art portfolio, and finally got it done this morning at 1 AM, so here it goes
ePorfolio
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